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im getting off now

at least i dont think ive heard of blogspot

i dont remember

messertod said: Well, the site shouldn’t matter if the blog’s for-your-eyes-only, you know? Maybe start up a blogspot thing, if that’s even still around. Don’t look for followers, don’t tag stuff, and just keep an online diary that nobody can find or track.

whats even blogspot

messertod said: Hmmmm, perhaps instead of a sideblog on Tumblr, go for a lesser-used blog site. That way you’re less likely to be identified.

this site is the only site i know and id rather not go to an unfamiliar site

messertod said: Well if you just want someone to vent to, I’m more or less always available. I don’t know how to contact your school/cops/etc, and I promise I won’t lose sleep worrying about you if you’re not feeling completely dead.

again, i appreciate it but

i still need something where i can just kinda….

you know

vent without people i know seeing and getting worried

something that i’ll only see, most likely

i wanna make a sideblog for it but im worried ill be found….

  1. neurotic-kat said: You could try writing in a journal.. or typing up everything that’s bothering you in notepad on your computer. If you wanted to you could talk to me.. even though I’m not much help…sometimes it just helps to get it out..
  2. th3w4rd3n said: /hugs/

thanks…. but i’ll forget notepad, trust me

i need something that i know i’ll get on every chance i get

thanks though

and thanks for the hugs Warden, *hugs back*

pika-q said: you can vent to me im sorry if it seemed like you were bothering me, you never did bother me

it’s okay and i appreciate it it but

while it’s good to vent to other people and stuff, i still just

i need a way to vent without people who know me getting worried, without anyone knowing

venting just to vent and get it all off without worrying everyone and getting cops called on me

i have almost nowhere to vent anymore without someone worrying and without

you know….

last time i post something on this tumblr i got the cops called on me. my other tumblr is for my family to follow

my one sideblog here is for roleplaying and the other for snakes and stuff

all my family is friends with me on facebook

i literally have no place to escape to anymore….. unless i were to make another sideblog but i know i’d be found far too quickly

real quick before i go

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i finally got my filter for my gas mask hell yee

i’m gonna go away again now


i went to look up coup de foudre (“love at first sight”) but i fucked up


i fucked up so much

i didn’t know it was possible to fuck it up this much


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i’m doing the thing

oh, today was mun day?


oh well

have this instead of a mun day pic

because jackal gas masks are fucking awesome and i need one